Monday, February 1, 2010

Hagia Sophia

Thomas Merton, "Hagia Sophia, I. Dawn. The Hour of Lauds", The Collected Poems of Thomas Merton 1963

There is in all visible things an invisible fecundity, a
dimmed light, a meek namelessness, a hidden whole-
ness. This mysterious Unity and Integrity is Wisdom,
the Mother of all, Natura naturans. There is in all
things an inexhaustible sweetness and purity, a silence
that is a fount of action and joy. It rises up in word-
less gentleness and flows out to me from the unseen
roots of all created being, welcoming me tenderly,
saluting me with indescribable humility. This is at
once my own being, my own nature, and the Gift of
my Creator's Thought and Art within me, speaking
as Hagia Sophia, speaking as my sister, Wisdom.

I am awakened, I am born again at the voice of this,
my Sister, sent to me from the depths of the divine
fecundity.

Let us suppose I am a man lying asleep in a hospital.
I am indeed this man lying asleep. It is July the second,
the Feast of Our Lady's Visitation. A Feast of Wisdom.

At five-thirty in the morning I am dreaming in a very
quiet room when a soft voice awakens me from my
dream. I am like all mankind awakening from all the
dreams that ever were dreamed in all the nights of the
world. It is like the One Christ awakening in all the
separate selves that ever were separate and isolated
and alone in all the lands of the earth. It is like all minds
coming back together into awareness from all distractions,
cross-purposes and confusions, into unity of love. It is like
the first morning of the world (when Adam, at the sweet voice
of Wisdom awoke from nonentity and knew her), and like the Last
Morning of the world when all the fragments of Adam will return from
death at the voice of Hagia Sophia, and will know where they stand.

1 comment:

  1. This is the most beautiful thing I have ever read. I was introduced to it in "A Book of Hours" which was edited by Kathleen Deignan. As I am turning inward to find God, this filled me with wood stove warmth for I could relate to the feeling of being sweetly awakened from deep sleep. Especially as a child. Now as an adult, I awaken my partner with that same sweetness. Not to say that I am God but to transfer the feelings I have when I am a giver to thinking God is awakening me with that same yearning for care and love that I exhale into my partner has given me such a new perspective! I never thought God would want to wake me in such a way. I always felt it would be some thunderous school teacher voice from above scolding me for my wrong doings. I just never thought it would be so sweet. It makes me cry.

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